Im having my exam week. First day is physics which is a total shitness. Second day is math which is.......... a crap. Whoever made the questions MUST live unpeacefully on earth. By the way, i really cant wait for weekend because i have planned something. It is going to be my very first time to have lunch in a fancy restaurant with boyfriend! EXCITEDDDDD. Ive been busy playing sims 3 and having so much fun with Tumblr. Somehow i miss my blog :p and here i am now. Writing nonsenses.
Lately, i feel so ugly. I compare myself too much to another girls, and the result is....... yes. Im far from pretty. But my friends keep telling me that i have someting uncommon about my personality. That's very nice of them. But still, i think im worthless. I got no look, got braindead (this one is a joke, dont believe it. im smart----it is also a joke), got no sense of fashion, got no curve, got no attitude because i do what i like and its often RAGE or REBELLION, got a very low self-esteem.
WHAT'S SO GOOD ABOUT BEING ME? IM THE NOTHING (its my current fav. quote)Lately, i feel so ugly. I compare myself too much to another girls, and the result is....... yes. Im far from pretty. But my friends keep telling me that i have someting uncommon about my personality. That's very nice of them. But still, i think im worthless. I got no look, got braindead (this one is a joke, dont believe it. im smart----it is also a joke), got no sense of fashion, got no curve, got no attitude because i do what i like and its often RAGE or REBELLION, got a very low self-esteem.
Im screwed. The fact that im not beautiful brings me down into the deepest bottom of the edge.
1 wakers:
I got nothing too kak. But I found you very different with any other girls.
That makes your boyfriend loves you even more!
I dont know why when I broke up with my ex. My feeling always telling me that. He cant be replaced with any other guy in this whole word. Everything is going back to the alley. Always him, him, and him. Padahal masih banyak cowok di luar sana. Gatau kenapa dia yang kita pengen. Until now. :'\
Berarti di diri kita masing masing ada sesuatu hal yang membuat orang suka dengan kita.
:)
*kebawa suasana kak jadinya begini huu
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