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2010-03-07T16:35:00.001+07:00

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2010-02-27T23:39:00.001+07:00

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Happy Anniversary.

2009-12-30T00:17:00.003+07:00

This is our first time.
For me, the first time my boyf drives me somewhere.
For him, the first time he drives his girlf somewhere.
We went to petshop, were looking for cute puppies.
We played house at SEIBU.
We had the same ice cream for brainfreezing.
We held each other's hand while watching a kid-movie.
We sang together when the rain poured.
We pinched and we aw-ed.
We watched an evening circus and amazed.
We smiled at each other when he gave me his shirt.
We hugged.
We are deeply in love.
This is the greatest adventure in my life.

my dearest one.

2009-12-11T14:04:00.002+07:00

to me, he is special. he's not just an idol. i fall in love with him.
i know it sounds crazy. but it is TRUE. i love John Mayer.
his songs lighten up my days. his voice comforts me.
everytime i look at pictures of him, i get myself speechless.
im longing for his smile right in front of my eyes.
i want to be one of his crowds whenever he performs.
really want to.
will my dream comes true?
:(

AWESOME.

2009-12-08T12:53:00.001+07:00

Stare Into The Sun

2009-12-04T12:28:00.001+07:00

Stare Into The Sun from Ian Stevenson on Vimeo.

West Journey

2009-12-01T19:24:00.000+07:00

29:11:09

2009-11-29T22:45:00.004+07:00

"To me, love is something sincere. Sorry for not being a romantic guy, a guy who bluffs about his feelings. I got nothing to say but this, i love you so much. I really really do."

thankyou.. for loving me this much.
i love you too :-*

Current Playlist:

2009-11-28T11:00:00.005+07:00

going under.

2009-11-28T10:54:00.002+07:00

oh, lord.

Saturday!

2009-11-28T10:34:00.002+07:00

how do you start your morning?
i start it with a bowl of noodle and death cab for cutie, also doing some tasks.
exam week comes closer and it thrills me. i have to do my best!
anyways, i change my lifetime wish. from art student to doctor :)
WHY? well, at first dad told me to. im the only child so... yeah. its hard.
i have to make my parents proud of me. just wish me luck.

PS: im so happy its raining today

Blythe

2009-11-08T20:08:00.001+07:00

crap. i always want one of these.
they are so expensive, i know.
but still i cant resist the cuteness.

Bon Apetite (?)

2009-11-08T20:06:00.001+07:00

2009-11-08T20:04:00.001+07:00

i want to be cool but don't know how.

less and less

2009-10-14T19:04:00.002+07:00

am i creative? no. am i artsy? no. but i really really really want to continue my study in art school. whatever. what do you think about my future?

Absurd.

2009-10-14T18:19:00.000+07:00

2009-10-14T17:24:00.004+07:00

I dont really believe in a relationship. Because i know everything comes to an end. But doesn't mean i dont like being in love. Im in love. Im enjoying it. Im VERY happy with it. I treasure my time with you. Because nothing lasts forever. And i dont ask you to be my nothing. I just.. love you so much.

the Wall Scratcher

2009-10-06T15:26:00.002+07:00

Im having my exam week. First day is physics which is a total shitness. Second day is math which is.......... a crap. Whoever made the questions MUST live unpeacefully on earth. By the way, i really cant wait for weekend because i have planned something. It is going to be my very first time to have lunch in a fancy restaurant with boyfriend! EXCITEDDDDD. Ive been busy playing sims 3 and having so much fun with Tumblr. Somehow i miss my blog :p and here i am now. Writing nonsenses.

Lately, i feel so ugly. I compare myself too much to another girls, and the result is....... yes. Im far from pretty. But my friends keep telling me that i have someting uncommon about my personality. That's very nice of them. But still, i think im worthless. I got no look, got braindead (this one is a joke, dont believe it. im smart----it is also a joke), got no sense of fashion, got no curve, got no attitude because i do what i like and its often RAGE or REBELLION, got a very low self-esteem.

WHAT'S SO GOOD ABOUT BEING ME? IM THE NOTHING (its my current fav. quote)

Im screwed. The fact that im not beautiful brings me down into the deepest bottom of the edge.

2009-10-06T15:25:00.000+07:00

I was thinking to make a side blog.
Getting bored with this.

Little Experiment

2009-09-28T16:26:00.002+07:00

Enjoying holiday at some places. Real fun yet boring.

Straw Hat

2009-09-11T12:19:00.001+07:00

2009-09-10T18:13:00.000+07:00

This cute little creature has my whole heart :)

Amélie Poulain

2009-09-09T20:23:00.003+07:00

Sans toi, les émotions d'aujourd'hui ne seraient que la peau morte des émotions d'autrefois.
Without you today's emotions would be the scurf of yesterday's

Tangerine

2009-09-09T20:13:00.003+07:00

Ripped Hands

2009-09-01T21:29:00.002+07:00

MENU MAVEN

2009-08-26T17:25:00.002+07:00

This is one of my english tasks. And this is my favourite.
CREATE A MENU-LIST.
Fantastic. I just love it!!! :D
I have passion for cooking and i often dream of having my own cafetaria.
Hope it will come true one day.

sorry for the bad quality images. i used my cellphone :p

//Elevator//

2009-08-22T19:29:00.001+07:00

this is where the boredom leads me.

Boo ya!

2009-08-22T18:06:00.003+07:00

Okay. So i have this long weekend since thursday.
Right, its fun. But sometimes it feels boring!
You see, nothing to do at home (except playing Simzy).
So i made this: my first animated picture!!!
Call me lame..... fine.... its okay >;p
HAVE A NICE SATURDAY NIGHT!

Damn cute!

2009-08-21T20:33:00.000+07:00

whut.d.fck

2009-08-21T20:20:00.002+07:00

Wtf, i dont know how to fly.
Wtf, iam so fat and its hard to be a weight-watcher.
Wtf, I ADORE PES!!
Wtf, iam a big fan of Stitch.
Wtf, tomorrow is the first day of fasting and i CANT fast.
Wtf, i cant stop eating cheese.
Wtf, twitter is my daily activity.
Wtf, im starting to like pink.
Wtf, i hate ESTHER but she's so pretty but whatever!!
Wtf, i miss swimming so much.
WTF, I SHOULD STOP WRITING THIS NONSENSE POST.

Explosion in the sea.

2009-08-20T20:38:00.002+07:00

I wish i were a mermaid who lives in the bluest ocean.
Having a free life, free will, free-spirited.
By the way, i love this picture.
Ah-mazing.

What do you think?

webcam madness.

2009-08-20T20:30:00.003+07:00

My mum gave me a super-funky webcam few days ago.
Iam happy :) ofcoz i took some picture.
Havent i told ya that iam ugly? Not yet? Well im sure i wrote it on my twitter.
See me,

and my best boyfriend ever,

HELL0.

2009-08-20T20:29:00.002+07:00

So, i think, i'll write more.
Say what? WELCOME BACK TO BLOGSPOT WORLD, DEARAINI!

SPLENDID!

2009-07-15T16:26:00.002+07:00

The Golden Mickey, Beauty and the Beast scene

Really sorry for the lack of updates. I am really not in the mood for blogging hehe.
Since my school has started, i have to study more often. I'll enter a 'bimbel' (uh, what dyou name it in english?). Because... i have to learn the school lesson PERFECTLY.
Still i dont know what to be when i grow up. Some of them are: dentist, chef (blah), web-designer or any design design design. Very dazed and confused...
But this week goes well, and i really like my class :3
By the way, i miss playing harvest moon for ds HAHA. And im getting bored of my blog too. I shud change the layout soon.
Thanks for reading my blog :D your comments made my day!

GOODBYEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

MAGICAL FIREWORKS

2009-07-09T17:18:00.003+07:00

i really want to go there, one more time, two more times, uncountable times....
i want to spend the rest of my life in disneyland.
this video makes me cry....... looking at the fireworks, listening to the songs.. unbelievable sight and indescribeable feeling.
disneyland is a wonderland. walt disney is magic.
i hope i could take you there, to watch it together with me, and we'll discover a whole new world :''''')

CRUSH CRUSH

2009-07-01T19:59:00.004+07:00

thanks a lot to innes who inform me this trick ;)

GREYSCALE SAND

2009-06-29T23:55:00.003+07:00

these are meaningless. but grey is my favourite color.
look how i capture it, bad..... i need to practice more *sigh*

birthday presents.

2009-06-26T14:49:00.003+07:00

LETTERS FROM PEOPLE I LOVE (classmates, bestfriends, boyfriend, etc2)

sunflower one is from shata, and candy one is from sasha, mpit gave me the ducks!

present from mila (make-a-train) and lulu (crazy cassette) also piggy (the letter!!!)

MACAROONS (from dhila. very very yummy!!!)

SUPER BIG SUNFLOWERS (from my lovely classmates: brina lulu yasmin mpit dhila)

CHEESECAKE AND UFO (from boyfrieeeeend hihi)

bytheway i have some good news and bad news.
good news: i get the science class (i am so relieved) and my grades are good, my mum is very proud of me.
bad news: im not happy. well, i WAS happy. but not anymore. something happens... i cant be happy. i cried.

ok that's all. have a nice friday!!!

underwater summer.

2009-06-24T15:28:00.002+07:00

i am so bored so i found these videos.
i really like the ocean so im looking for an underwater adventure for my holiday.
watch these and be jealous. shit.

this one is jellyfish lake. yap, exciting!

Some things. QUICKLY.

2009-06-23T22:52:00.002+07:00

Today i... : wake up so early (around 6am), had my shower at 4pm, went shopping and wasted my dad's money. Im sorry dad, really sorry, terribly sorry, me love ya.
+, i didn't eat rice at all. What did i eat all day? Lots of fat, watch me get 'thinner'.
Things i like to do...: eat, sleep, eat, sleep, i draw sometimes, i capture objects on my camera, daydreaming, imagine-engine, oh hey watch me cook; im a pro (NOT), watching tv until dawn so i have these baggy eyes, and hmmmmm.. twitter-ing uuyeah. I LOVE MY DAILY ACTIVITES. DO NOT BOTHER OR I'LL EAT YA!
Things i dislike to do...: being forced to have a shower or eat or go out or do some exercise or anything else (listen, i wont do that if i dont have any desire for it. so just watch me and let me go through it on my own will), errmm.. i think that's all. Simply; I DISLIKE BEING FORCED.
I like to eat...: dimsum, unakyu maki, agedashi tofu, frozen yoghurt (twisted + almond + oreo) notice this: i dont like mochi on my froyo, sirloin steak, noodle, cereal (only in the middle of the night), caramel pops, cadbury chocs, hokahokabento set C; REMEMBER; set c, pepperlunch (!!!) anything with 'pepper rice', cotton candy, ugh suddenly im hungry. I should stop write about foods. Skip.
OK SKIP. I WANT TO SLEEP. AAAAAAAAAAA. GOOD NIGHT I LOVE YOU READERS!!!

COLORS

2009-06-19T20:40:00.000+07:00

HEAVEN-LIKE.
If only, if only, if only... :(

MISS-TYPED

2009-06-19T19:01:00.004+07:00

I MISS WRITING! I should write something okay. What do you want me to write? Post a comment and make a request! It will make my day : D
You know what's weird? I dont really like chocolate.
But Cadbury's dairy milk chocs is still having my attention... just like a drug! THIS IS MY FAVOURITE CHOCOLATE.
Oh and my mum's friend also gave me a box of white chocs. I never like white chocs because they are irritating my tongue. But this Godiva is real pleasure. Very nice.
Okay what else, the upcoming holiday!
My plan to aussie is canceled. So sad, seriously i'm sad. I really want to go there. But i have no choice.. :'(
Another plan is going to HK with dad and granny. Pretty exciting! Disneyland and shopping yeay haha. But i haven't ask this to dad. PRAY FOR ME!

THE REELING

2009-06-18T19:19:00.002+07:00

this clip is so magical. two thumbs up!
hey im so happy im home agaaaaaaaaaaaaain

LIFE-SIZED BUBBLEGUM

2009-06-15T18:34:00.005+07:00

by Simone Drecker. Art from bubblegums. Isn't it brilliant?

FRIDAY NIGHT

2009-06-14T18:59:00.002+07:00

Introducing: UFO, birthday-softball-ball, and 'piggy' :3

Underwater scenes

2009-06-12T21:26:00.003+07:00

My trip to seaworld about a month ago. I like to put my own pictures lately.
I should improve my skill, oh well ya i dont have any photography skill.
But i like to capture things that attract me, like OCEAN!

The Tumblr Alphabet

2009-06-12T13:50:00.003+07:00

I found it on my tumblr dashboard, reblogged by artvandelayed.
She wrote this:
Alcohol, Boobs, Cupcakes, Drug fucked girls, Edward Cullen, FAIL, Graphic design, Hipsters, Indie porn, Jason Schwartzman, Kittens........(etc)

And according to me, tumblr alphabet should be:
Animals, Books, Constellation, Design (interior, clothing), non-Exist things, Food, Galaxy, Hair, Ice age, Jellyfish, Kaleidoscope, Light-colored photos, Movie screenshot, Northern light, Owl, Polaroids, Quotes, Ribbon, Sea, Tea cup, Underwater, Vintage stuff, Western people, Xtraterrestrial, Yoghurt or icecream, Zoo

Breakfast, that day

2009-06-12T13:20:00.001+07:00

+ the simpsons on tv.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2009-06-12T13:07:00.002+07:00

Left-right: me, karin, audi, danty (junte should be there)
Sorry for the low quailty image, i drag it from facebook.
GUESS HOW MUCH I MISS THEM!!!!
Finally we met two days ago but i didnt have much time to play with them...
So sad :(
But they gave me A SOFTBALL BALL! YEAAAAY. JUST LIKE I WANTED.
They put their signature on the ball. Very precious :)

mushaboom mushroom

2009-06-12T13:03:00.001+07:00

(source: ffffound)
I want it. You want it. WE WANT IT!

IMAGINARY ORDINARY

2009-06-12T12:41:00.008+07:00

Do you believe in imaginary creature?
Such as unicorn, centaurus, or else?
I want to believe it.
I wish they are exist.

John.C.Mayer

2009-06-05T22:11:00.000+07:00

currently: stalking his twitter
oh. im obsessed.

SWEET SIXTEEN

2009-06-05T20:38:00.002+07:00

Terjemahan: ENAMBELAS MANIS
(i'll write this on Bahasa not English. if you care: read. if you don care: leave)

Jadi kemarin adalah ulangtahunku yang ke 16! Dan gw sangat senang sekali.
Mau tau kenapa? Jadi seperti ini yaaaa...
Jam 11 malem gw ditelfon oleh si biksu cina seksi yang namanya Ravi.
Abis itu tiba2 udah jam 12 aja, gw bilang ke dia "eh sms dong sms dong sms dong",
belom sempet gw ngomong kata-kata tambahan, ada yang buka pintu kamar gw.
Ternyata itu adalah keluarga gw!!!!!
Terus kenapa?
KELUARGA GW MEMBERI KEJUTAN!! WOOHOOO.
Mereka ga pernah kaya gini di tahun2 sebelumnya. Gw terlupakan tahun2 kemaren.
Tapi tahun ini mereka ngasih gw kue jam 12 teng sambil nyanyi2.
Pengen nangis rasanya, tapi ah aku malu. Jadi senyum2 aja.
Terus gw make-a-wish dan tiup2. ITU KUE KEJU. KESUKAANKU.
OHOOW DIBALIK JADI WOOHO!

Abis itu gw tidur. Bangun2 berbanjir sms cinta dari teman (sok gitu).
Dari jauh2 hari gw emang udah pesimis ama ulangtahun gw. Kayanya bakal krik krik.
Gw hanya memikirkan "ulangtahun hp baru nih. hahahaa hepi aaah"
Ternyata...
nyampe di sekolah pokoknya disambut teman2 dengan ramah "Happy birthday ya deeess"
kecuali anak-anak cowo "deeeesss laper. makan2 doooong". Sinting.
Pas gw lagi naro2 tas tiba2 ada pramubakti dateng.
Doi bilang "Permisi! Saya mau menyampaikan amanat. Kan amanat harus disampaikan betul ya??? Nah ini saya mendapat amanat. Dearaini mana ya?"
Dearaini yang dicari tapi kok dikasihnya ke Tyas Atika. Aduh paaak pak.
Sampailah hal yang dititipkan ke tangan gw. Apakah itu?
BEBEK-BEBEKAN YANG KALO DIPENCET BUNYI KIKUKIKUKIKUK.
Lucu sekali..................... gw gemes banget mencet2 gituan.
Di bebek itu ada nomer yang ditempelin. '23'
Tapi gw tidak terlalu peduli, asalkan si bebek tetap berbunyi.

Pas istirahat si yasmin ngajakin makan bbm (bakso bakwan malang, makanan favoritkuu)
Tapi kemaren gw lagi ga laper jadi gw leha leha aja.
Tiba-tiba yasmin tereak "DESS!!". Harusnya doi biasa aja kali gw kan ga infeksi kuping kaya mpit HAHAHAHA
Tiba-tiba si ibu bbm nenteng mangkok plus pilus. Dan dua2nya bernomor.
Bingung.
Si ibu bilang "de ini ada titipan."
WEH BBM GRATIS NEEEKKKHH. Tapi ada nomernya lagi. '26' sama '6'.
Yauwis lah ya gw jalan lagi mau beli minum.
Keberuntungan kembali datang.
Mas-mas tukang minuman ngasih gw plastik dan bilang "De, de, ini ada titipan"
Dikasih susu kotak 4 biji. Subhanallah.
Terus gw nemenin mpit beli snack-snack. Tiba-tiba ada ibu-ibu nyamperin gw.
"De, ini ada titipan". Gw intip, apatuy.
CHACHA AMA SILVERQUEEEEN. Dan itu ada nomernya lagi.
Gila. Keberuntungan beruntun dalam satu hari.
SEDAP SEKALI HHHAAAP!!

Terusnyyaaa pelajaran seni rupa kan. Baru masuk ruangannya naro kaca,
bu ina nanya "Dearaini mana dearaini?". Gw nyaut.
Terus dia bilang "Itu kamu ada titipan".
BUSET APALAGI NIH.
Taunya choki-choki ama sugus. WAAAH KESUKAAN GW LAGI.
Gw udah bingung banget (tapi seneng karena g-r-a-t-i-s hahahaha).
Terus gw nuduh temen-temen gw yang bikin. Tapi mereka tetep bilang kalo itu yang bikin adalah ***** HUUEEEKK.
Terus bu ohen dateng gitu kan manggil-manggil yang belom maju.
Pas udah kelar, dia nyamperin gw "Dearaini mana dearaini?"
No no, bukan titipan lagi. Tapi dia bilang minggu lalu gw belom ambil nilai tes.
Gila. JELAS-JELAS GW UDAH NYANYI PALING HEBOH SAMPE LONCAT-LONCAT.
Gw membela diri. Eh terus gw liat temen-temen gw pada terkekeh. Curiga lah.
Bener kan ulah mereka-mereka si ohen nanya kaya gitu haha.
Terus bu ohen ngasih gw dindy bread yang uenak bener dan katanya itu titipan.
SIAPA SIH YANG NITIP. PENASARAN BGT GW.
Temen-temen pada bilang "waaah secret admirer tuuuh". Tapi gw rasa si piggy(ravi) deh.
Abisan kan dia yang suka rajin ngasih2 kaya gitu.

Istirahat kedua. Gw ditinggal sama teman2 yang entah kemana kan mereka.
Terus ya alhamdulillah ada si piggy nyamperin.
Gw cerita tentang barang2 titipan aneh itu. Dia blg "gw gatau apa2.."
Kecurigaan padanya sirna.
Tiba-tiba.. pak sanin, guruku yang amatlah jayus, dateng ke kelas.
Nanya "Dearaini mana ya?". Terus gw nyamperin doi.
Dia ngasih gw kaset tulisannya nomer '10' bilang "Ya kalo ada orang ngasih surat dalem kaleng namanya surat kaleng. Tapi ini kaset dalem kaleng jadinya kaset kaleng hahaha."
Ga lucu.
Sumpah gw kira itu kaset dangdut loh hahaha abisan ga ada covernya gitu.
Kaset aja udah sama ada kertas tulisannya 10.

Geografi, suruh ngerjain syalala lalala lilili. Abis itu si ibu ida manggil gw.
Feeling gw udah enak nih "kayanya bakal ada titipan lagi HEH HEH"
taunya doi nanyain tugas2 gw... -,- untung gw udah lunas kaga ada utang.
Dan bener feeling enak gw, dia bilang "kamu ngetop banget ya?"
EEEY BERASA EKE MASUK TIPI BUUU.
"Nih ada titipan." dia bilang gitu. Gw tanya "dari siapa bu??". Doi bilang dari anak luar.
Dan lo harus tau apa titipannya..
MACCCAROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!
SHIT. MEN. GILA. LO. GILA. BANGET. GW UDAH SANGAT NGIDAM ITU. DAN DITITIPIN GITU AJA LOH.
Gw balik ke tempat duduk dan... nangis HAHA. Nangis seneng banget gwwww.
Di sela-sela tangisan gw tiba-tiba guru sosio dateng.
Etapi kok di belakangnya ada sosok makhluk ganteng belah tengah dan berjenggot?
OHNO ITU GURU KOMPUTER GW SI PAK EKA YANG SANGAT GUANTENG TENAN HAHAHAHAHA.
Pak marsono bawa kado dibungkus gitu dan si eka.... lo harus tau dia bawa apa..
SUNFLOWERS GEDE-GEDE MEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!!! HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
GILA GW BINGUNG MAU KETAWA APA NANGIS ATAU LANGSUNG LONCAT KE PELUKAN EKA.
Tapi ya apalah daya, gw cuma senyum2 sambil nangis aja.

Pulang sekolah, gw ribet bawa semua barang2 itu ke depan. Untung aku dibanttuuu ;)
Terus tiba2 temen2 gw pada hilang entah kemana. Jadi gw ama si piggy ajadeh.
Lalu piggy ngajak jajan, gw ikut gitu kan. Tapi kok perasaan ada yang aneh.
Dia ngajak gw jajan abis nerima sms dari nyokap gitu. KATANYA.
Terus dia mengulur-ulur. Entah kenapa.
DAAAAAAAAAAN gw dibawa bok ke mobil dia.
Ngapain tuuuch?
SALIM AMA NYOKAPNYA. JEGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAKUT MEEEEEEEEN HOOO~~
Yaudah ah wallahualam. Pasang senyum cute aja gw terus udah salim.
Terus kita ke dalem. Ada brina ama mpit lagi bengong bengong mondar-mandir.
Daaaaaaaan..
dari ruang guru-guru olahraga banyak orang berdatangan sambil nyanyi2.
"HAPPY BIRTHDDDAY TO YOUUU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU"
Lulu bawa2 kotak dari stik eskrim dan Mila yang bawa kue. Yang lain nyanyi sambil tepuk2.
GW NANGIS LOH HUAHAHA.
Gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gw ga nyangka banget. Dan gw seeeeneeeeennngggg banget :)
Gw kira kan ulangtahun gw bakal basi huhu. Tapi taunya ada merekaa!
AAAH SO HAPPY :)
Lalu akhirnya mpit ngomong "sebenernya semuanya kita yang bikin deees hehe"
TERNYATA SEMUA BARANG YANG SOK TITIPAN ITU DARI MEREKAA
AAAAAAAH BAIK BANGETT!!!

Terus udah kan, lulu ngasih box dari kotak eskrim itu.
Itu isinya surat-surat dari temen2 gw. Dan tiap surat ada nomernya!
Ternyata nomer2 itu tuh yang tadi ditempelin di benda2 ituloooh!
Yang paling gw inget:
1) BBM dikasih sama "...your uncle" yang bacanya: DITYA hahahaha
2) Macaroons dikasih sama dhilaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! Suratnya ada gambar superduck gitu hihi lucu
3) Sunflowers dikasih sama.... BRINA LULU MPIT YASEM DHILA. AAAA SENENG BANGET. MAKASIH YA SAYANG SAYANGKKKUU :):):)
4) Kado yang dibawa sama guru sosio (isinya mug) dikasih sama mila and vica! :D
5) Kaset kaleng yang ternyata diberikan oleh si akucintasepuluhjuni (lulu)

Abis itu gw baca2 semua suratnya. Terus gw nangis lagi.
Selain surat2 dari orang bernomer itu, ada surat dari temen2 kelas 8 gw!!
Ada juga dari temen2 sekelompok to gw!
DAN ADA DARI TEMEN2 SEKELAS GW. AAAAAH SEDIH BANGET :'(
Gw nangis2. Sampe akhirnya gw buka surat dari brina.
.................entah mau marah atau ngakak guling2 karena..
SHIT. FOTO GW JAMAN SD!!!!!!!!! NAJIS KAYA GAJAH BENGKAK.
Terus temen-temen gw serta si piggyseksi pada rebutan ngeliat foto gw itu.
Dan mereka tertawa dengan senang. OKKK~!!!!

Pulaaaang! Gw berterimakasih sama orang2 yang udah ngebela2in segala macem buat gw :)
Tapi... shit men bawaan gw banyak banget.
Berhubung si piggy bikin gw ngambek, gw suruh aja dia nganter gw ke rumah naik teksi.
Di jalan dia bilang "seneng ga? tapi maaf ya aku ga nyumbang apa2.."
Terus gw yang cuek2 aja gitu. Gw udah sangat senaaaaang :)
Udah sampe, dia nunggu dijemput, terus dia pulang deh.

Abis dia pulang, gw dengerin kaset dari lulu. Ternyata isinya rekaman dia lagi ngomong.
Ya isinya kebanyakan menghina sih hahaha.
Dia bilang gw harus sisiran, dia bilang gw freak, dia bilang jidat gw lebar, etc etc.
Tapi gw ga boseeen denger dia ngoceh. Gw malah ketawa2 sendiri hahaha. Makasih itemku.
Selanjuttnyaaaa...
Gw main komputer. Tektektektektek. Smsan ama piggy. Blablabla.
Beberapa menit kemudian pintu kamar gw kebuka.
Mbak gw nongol. Eh kok belakangnya ada penampakan mata sipit alis tebel.
TAUNYA ITU SI PIGGY!!!!!!!!! DATENG BAWA KUEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
Gw seneng bangetttttttttttttttt :D:D:D:D terus gw make a wish dan tiup kuenya.
Terus mumpung kaga ada yang liat colong2 peluk aje :p
Udah gitu dia balik ke mobil dan ngeluarin boneka pandaaaaaaaa yang besar!!
Seneng bangettttt :) terus gw minta pandanya disemprot pake parfum dia biar kalo gw meluk si panda jadi inget sama piggy hehehe.
Lagi ngobrol2 gitu tiba2 MILA AMA SHATA DATENG!!! Ada zahra(adeknya mila) jugaaaa :D
Terus gw peluk2in deh semuanyaaa.
Mila ngasih gw kado lagi. Make a train! Lucucuuuu hihihi. Tapi gw belom buat itu. Akan segera dibuat mil, tenang saja ;)
Udah gitu kita semua makan di meja makan terus nonton Melati untuk Marvel hahaha.
Piggy pulang, beberapa menit kemudian shata ama mila pulang juga.
Gw seneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeng banget... :)
Gw masuk ke kamar, makan maccaroons untuk pertama kalinya.
Gigit. Hap. ....enakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

dan sekianlah ulangtahunku yang berbahagia.
Alhamdulillaaah seneng banget.
MAKASIH BUAT SEMUANYA YANG UDAH PARTISIPASI DAN NYELAMETIN GW!
I LOVE YOU AAAAAAAAAAAAAAL :) :)

PS: foto-foto menyusul!

four days to fourth.

2009-05-31T10:23:00.002+07:00

The more i count down, the more i get depressed. But i can't stop counting down.
FOUR DAYS LEFT. And i can't imagine something good for my birthday..
Ok. It's boring. Forget it.
By the way, i'm obsessed with libraries. I should ask some friends to accompany me to go there.
Anyone interested?
Mi granny used to paint, or she was a painter. I believe that i can paint too! Maybe i'll paint later when the holiday comes!
SHINING GLOBE. IM CRAVING FOR THIS. I ALWAYS WANT THIS.

"A bucket full of posey"

2009-05-28T21:43:00.001+07:00

Such a nice neighborhood.
Oh by the way, i'm not so excited about my bday anymore.
Wanna know why?
When i imagine how could it be, it sucks.

Heart * Drown

2009-05-26T20:42:00.001+07:00

PARACHUTES TECHNICOLOR

2009-05-26T20:31:00.003+07:00

Believe this: I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO COLDPLAY!
And now im really in love with their Life In Technicolor II... plus their album: Parachutes.
That's an old album i know. BUT I THINK IT IS THE GREATEST ALBUM BY COLDPLAY!
How i wish i could watch their concert... :'(

Whisperer.

2009-05-25T21:22:00.000+07:00

night. loud.

2009-05-25T21:04:00.003+07:00

Soulseek-ing IT'S BLITZ! by YeahYeahYeahs.
Changing my facebook's language into: English(pirates), Islenka, and English(UK).
Doing tumblr and find out something: my tumblarity is ZERO. Effin cool.
Not going to sleep but going to retouch some photos.

Me, you, and those sparkling things

2009-05-24T22:21:00.002+07:00

Sometimes i want to blame myself for every cruel things i said to people.
Bi said, i should stop swearing. I should watch my words. Every words.
I dont want to hurt people.... especially Bi.
He's so special for me.
You know, its not an ordinary "Yeah, he's my boyfriend so he's special. Of course"
NOT.
I've just discover a new feeling. Different one.
I dont know exactly what it is.
This feels like "afraid of losing" plus "he's the one i can rely on"

THINGS I WANT

2009-05-23T23:02:00.003+07:00

1. Macaroons as birthday cake
2. John Mayer to sing in front of me for 12 hours
3. New cellphone, gosh my current phone sucks...
4. Bunny. Pet is needed for a lazybone like me
5. Softball ball + new glove
6. Owl stuffs.......... or maybe an owl as a pet
7. Mugs
8. Big panda doll :3
9. Swatch!!
10. Pocket camera (my parents won't buy me this. positively)
11. Equipments to make a d.i.y fisheye
12. School bagssssssss.. mine's old
13. .........anything. No idea.

Well my bday is still on it's way. TWO WEEKS MORE AHAHA.
But i can't stop making a list like this :(
Would it be a bad birthday? *sigh*

Short term plan

2009-05-23T14:01:00.002+07:00

SNORKLING!!!! I wish i could spend my holiday in the bluest ocean where those colorful corals live.
I LOVE OCEANS. I WANT TO BE A MERMAIDDDDDD!

IM STILL HOPING I COULD RIDE IT. Bike would be my new bestfriend ;D

Miroslav S.

2009-05-21T21:41:00.001+07:00

Pretty cute.

THE NEW BRAIN EATING BACTERIA

2009-05-20T21:04:00.003+07:00

Seriously, if you own all of them.. you have no life. I own 4 of them: facebook, twitter, blip, and this.
Can you tell what are another three?
I think i should delete one of my accounts. They are really killing my time.

idealistic food chain

2009-05-18T17:41:00.001+07:00

Could this be real? Meh, i hate zombies. They're fugly and STTTINNKKKY.
Yuck, yuck

STILL?

2009-05-18T17:32:00.003+07:00

THIS. STILL. HAUNTING. ME. GGGGGUUUUHHHH!

THIS. STILL. HAVE. MY. ATTENTION. CANT. WAIT. ANY. LONGER.

THIS. STILL. BE. MY. DREAM. HOUSE. AND. NEIGHBORHOOD. AMIN.

T.Y.

2009-05-17T18:00:00.002+07:00

Today:
1. GRAMEDIA! I bought random things like new pencil case (uyeah), two notebooks, a super very blue and shiny blue ballpoint (im saying this because i really like it!), and KEYBOARD STICKERS; FROM A TO Z, 1 TO 0, F1 TO F12, ETC ETC. SO CUTE
2. I watched a very crrrrrazy movie called HOT FUZZ. Man, that movie rocks! You shud watch :3
3. Finally, i had a bathtub-bath! So comfortable, so heaven like.....
4. I started a 'fire', oops.
5. Granny asks me to help her cook spaghetti for our dinner. YEAY!
6. I saw innezo's blog with the article's title: DIY FISHEYE. I remember, my mum will buy me a pocket camera for my birthday.. SO I NEED THE MATERIALS TO MAKE THAT ONE. AAAAAAAAH REALLY WANT! :( :(
7. I made a cd for mila, i hope she likes it and won't say "FP FP FP" to me anymore. Amin
8. Mom seems so nice today, i wonder why. But that's nice. Thank You, Mom!!!!!

Yesterday:
1. I made my first lasagna (with ma granny helps), it was salty for me, but Bi likes it so much. AAAA I WAS SO HAPPY
2. Bi treat me! He bought me pepper lunch and a scoop of gelato ice cream. NICE! Thank You, Bi!!!!!!!!

Umm, sorry.. no pictures for this post. Tee hee ;P

There's a big day waiting for you

2009-05-16T09:45:00.002+07:00

Secretly: i cannot ride bicycle. Such an embarassement. I ALWAYS WISH I CAN huhu.
Then this morning brings up good energies. Does it mean something good will happen? Well, i am so EXCITED! Because today piggy will treat me for lunch, we are going to hit pepper lunch :3
Have a very good day, people!

KERI SMITH'S books

2009-05-15T16:51:00.003+07:00

I REALLY WANT THIS! This book probably could make me busy and change my daily-12-hours-non-stop-internet life. Small things can make a difference, right? :D

ABSOLUTELY, I NEED THIS ONE. I'm a forgetful person so i need a book with nice and artsy layout to make me write some things i need to remember. And with this book, i could make lists of my daily actvities! (FYI: i am well-ordered person)

cache.bigcartel.com

2009-05-15T16:25:00.003+07:00

(maybe the link is invalid, but i got it from tatielle)

MAY 15TH

2009-05-15T16:15:00.002+07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PIGGY! I HOPE YOU LIKE THE SURPRISE AND THAT PRESENT.
BEST WISHES, INCLUDING: MAY YOU HAVE A VERY HAPPY LIFE UNTIL THE END OF TIME (WITH ME HAHA), YOU'LL GET THOSE FC JERSEYS, ONE DAY YOU'LL HAVE AN ABILITY LIKE JOHN MAYER'S (+ HIS GUITARS), SOMEDAY YOU'RE GONNA BE RICH SOOOOO YOU COULD BUY ME A BABY PANDA AND TAKE ME TO VENICE, AND MAY YOU GET A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G YOU WANTTTTT!
IK HOUD VAN U.

mcrns

2009-05-13T19:18:00.001+07:00

I need no birthday cakes, i only need this. YUMM!

SNEEZING PANDA MAKES ME HAPPY

2009-05-13T15:27:00.001+07:00

HAPPY LAUGHING :D :D

Elsewhere

2009-05-13T13:10:00.001+07:00

Flower Instinct

2009-05-13T12:58:00.006+07:00

See? Tumblr isn't bad BEFORE there's a stupid thing called tumblarity.

Accidental Book

2009-05-12T21:41:00.004+07:00

Yesterday, i went out with Bi. We watched 2 movies: wolverine & coming soon. Wolverine is good, Gambit is even hotter ;) Then, we took a walk to aksara where i found a simple-and yet-nice story book. It titled The Giving Tree.

So there was a tree who fell in love with a boy. The boy always do anything with it, and the tree was so happy. But the boy grows older, and older. And as the time gone by, the tree began to be abandoned. The boy had a girlfriend, and they took a nap under the tree. The boy had no money, the tree gave him all of it's apples, so the boy could sell it. The boy need a branch for his house, the tree gave it all. The boy need a boat, the tree gave him it's body. One day, the boy turned out into an old man. Nothing left from the tree but it's trunk. The boy didn't ask anything else, he just took a sit at the trunk. The tree was happy again.

I dont know, i really like the story :)

Lights Out

2009-05-11T00:23:00.005+07:00

1. What is your current obsession?
Maybe, sea-diver

2. What are you listening to?
Nowadays, i listen to A Fine Frenzy

3. What is your favourite food?
Sushi! Especially salmomon :)

4. Favourite smell?
Baby's scent, nothing better. Lavender isn't bad either

5. What are you wearing today?
Oversized & slight grey shirt + short pants + mom's cool belt + brown shoes

6. Why is today special?
Because i went to SEAWORLD! It has small amount types of fish, but i really like the water tube!! So mermaid like! Then i did a treatment called Fish Dip. Never been bite by fish? Then, you should try! It was scary at first, but it was sooooooo relaxing :3

7. What would you like to learn to do?
Making lasagna. Gawd, i NEED to learn this one

8. What's the last thing you bought?
Bubble gum

9. What's the most challenging goal right now?
To get an A for the next math test!!

10. What's your must have piece for this Winter?
I live in Indonesia so there's no winter here. But i'll answer this by imagining that there'll be a winter. I must have a pair of cute and warm gloves like Geum Jan Di's!

11. What would you like to have in hands right now?
NEW CELLPHONE. AAAAAAAAAAARRGH. And (desperately...) whitening lotion

12. What would you like to get rid of?
The melancholy side of me. SHOO SHOO

13. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
MIAMI, to see the great scenery of it's beach

14. What are your plans for the future?
Being rich (haha), having an awesome family, good in kitchen

15. Who do you want to meet right now?
John Mayer. Please. God. Make it happen

16. Who is your favourite model(s)?
Aaaah i dont really now about the world of modellings, but i'm sure Kate Moss still the best of all

17. Favourite label/shop?
Another fashion question, eh? I'm not so into shopping, i shop wherever i like, whatever i can find, and i dont give a damn for labeled things (...but i must say Urban Outfiters is too good to be ignored)

18. What is your favourite piece of clothing in your own closet?
Long vest, made by wool, dark brown (but it does look like grey)

19. Describe your personal style.
I'd say that i'm not so into fashion, i wear what i like (and what i think it's nice)

20. What are you going to do after this?
Turn off the light and off to bed!

21. What would you like to see come back in fashion?
Err, tutu skirt? HA HA

Better Days - Club 8

2009-05-09T22:36:00.001+07:00

I heard this song on the way home.
I felt lonely, but i know i shouldn't.
I still have my people around me :)

Now that i'm alone again,
after all these years,
of having someone to share my thoughts with
Simplicity is gone, my friend
I thought it'd be a good thing
But now i know,
I need someone everyday,
Something in the same way

Still i hope for better days to come
You made up your mind
But maybe i can change it back again
You tell me give it time my friend
You think i just someone
But i need you,
Just a moment everyday
And i can't see it changing

Latest News

2009-05-08T21:52:00.004+07:00

1. Labs blast is on. And my team reach until the grand final! YEAY. Wish my team to have a good luck okaaaay :) Maybe i won't play tomorrow, but i will shout as loud as i can to support them

2. Great news; mommy will make THIS as my bedroom (asap please!) i can't wait i can't wait this is way toooooo *speechless*

3. I'll have 3 days holiday while the 3rd graders are having final exam. On monday, bi and i will have a movie marathon in Blitz. What should i do next?

4. "You can't stuff a great life into a small dream" -H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

5. I found that internet is boring but i can't find any reason why i can't stop using it

6. She's so pretty and the picture is prettier:

7. MY SKIN IS BLACK NOW. GRRRRRRRRR I HATE IT!!!!!!!

8. Because of Aaudi, i am addicted to BOYS OVER/BEFORE FLOWERS. F4 are hot hot hot cute eye-catching and sweet and nice and yes, RICH $$$$. The korean f4 are much much much hotter than japanese and chinese <3

9. That's all for todayyyyyy, more updates on twitter (the new social networking which is used by so many people....) Bye!

Almost over

2009-04-29T20:52:00.003+07:00

My favourite animal in the whole universe

2009-04-26T20:20:00.003+07:00

Most are solitary and nocturnal.
Owls have large forward-facing eyes and ear-holes, a hawk-like beak, a flat face, and usually a conspicuous circle of feathers around each eye.
Although owls have binocular vision, their large eyes are fixed in their sockets, as with other birds, and they must turn their entire head to change views.
Owls are far-sighted, and are unable to see anything clearly within a few inches of their eyes.
Their far vision, particularly in low light, is exceptionally good.
Different species of owls make different sounds; the wide range of calls aids owls in finding mates or announcing their presence to potential competitors, and also aids ornithologists and birders in locating these birds and recognizing species.
Owls do not construct nests but rather look for a sheltered nesting site or an abandoned nest.

(source: wikipedia ofcourse haha)

but this one is the most favourite:

BARN OWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO VERY CUTE. I'D LOVE TO HAVE ONE <3

Less than 5 minutes

2009-04-25T01:30:00.005+07:00

This is an animal of my dream: PEGADEER!
This creature is a combination of pegasus and deer.
So fugly? SSH! YOU CAN'T INSULT THEM. Or they will eat you alive..

They are bunny and piggy, they love each other.
They live in a same dream every night.
Happily ever after.

One heavy night, you were empty, i was gloomy.

2009-04-24T20:31:00.003+07:00

“I met someone. It was an accident. I wasn’t looking for it. I wasn’t on the make. It was a perfect storm. She said one thing , I said another, next thing I knew, I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation.”

—	Californication

......that was what i thought. But then i know i was wrong. Absolutely wrong. That time, i should just left and walk away, before things get too complicated and painful. But stupidly, i stayed, in a quite long time. Then i thought i found the light of my life. If only i could see the future, i won't stay. If only i knew, i knew i would be forgotten, i would be abandoned, i won't stay.
Am i regreting? You could say so. But this thing, was one of the most amazing time in my life. I'll never be able to forget it for the rest of my life. Really, if i could turn back the time.. i won't stay that time, dear. And i don't know where will you be now.

Water | Week

2009-04-24T11:02:00.004+07:00

Is it idiot or curious?

So.... i spent my whole week with softball (only 2 days :p) and BIOLOGY!
Fvck, the animalia kingdom has a lot of things to remember.
Then, my lovely sunday, the last day of this lovely holiday even just a week..
I'll spend it with another STUDY.
What worse, it will be math.
Again.
M-A-T-H.
That deadly cursed subject.

Monkey and his friends

2009-04-22T17:24:00.002+07:00

This site is where i kill the time for the very long holiday:

The Animal Blog

SO FASCINATING! I really love animalsssss :) :)
Go go go go click it click it!

Sadly, it won't happen.

2009-04-21T20:37:00.003+07:00

(click to read the details)

But if this course really exist,
COUNT ME IN!!

I DON'T want us to be apart

2009-04-20T00:30:00.004+07:00

We spent some time
together walking
Spent some time just talking
about who we were
You held my hand so
very tightly
And told me what we
could be dreaming of

There’s nothing like you and I
Nothing like you and I
There's nothing like you and I
You and I

DOUBUTSU URANAI

2009-04-20T00:15:00.001+07:00

You are Red Panther, who has pure and gentle atmosphere.
You tend to give a vulnerable impression, and have a fairy like mischievousness.
You can be temperamental and little bit selfish.
You may be unable to find the objective of your life, and may take a long way round in finding it.
Your attraction is the way in which you do not deceive your heart, and act accordingly to your feeling.
If you try to handle many things at once, you will break up that energy, and therefore, you should stick to doing one thing at a time.
If you can control yourself, then doing something adventurous is not a problem.
You are passionate person.
You have very high ideals, and this make you not see the reality.
You tend to become a dreamy sort of person.
You dislike being restricted, and try to carry out your life with natural sense of your own instinct, that including your likes and dislikes.
You possess strong beliefs, and are very intelligent and hard working person.
But when you lose interest, everything stops half way through, and nothing is accomplished.
You should make yourself clear between ideals and reality.
You are too smart enough to be satisfied with ordinary housework.
You prefer to lead life free of responsibility.
Nevertheless you will be obsessed with your children's education.

Polaroid Story

2009-04-19T17:12:00.001+07:00

source: someone's tumblr

Polaroid is the coolest camera, in my opinion.

"The sad truth is the truth is sad"

2009-04-19T16:59:00.003+07:00

That is a quote from Lemony Snicket.
I always like his Series of Unfortunate Events.
The story is different from the stories you've read before.
I like the way he express his points of view.
He is AMAZING.

By the way,
TODAY IS JAMES FRANCO'S BIRTHDAY!!!!
Happy birthday my beloved boyfriend HAHA :p

U.F.O

2009-04-19T11:55:00.000+07:00

Do you believe in it?
Sometimes i do.

Holiday | Nowhere

2009-04-19T11:45:00.002+07:00

While i'm having a long holiday (YEAY FINALLY),
i don't know what to do at home.
Absolutely i will finish my homeworks
& study hard for the bio and math tests.
Crap, i hate math!!
Then.. i think i'll watch Tom & Jerry too,
i just found those vcds under my desk.

Monday means another piggy's day :) i can't wait.
The last time we met, it was a very amazing day.
Whoa whoa whoa, we didn't do 'anything'!
We just talk, smile at each other, draw something, and another simple things,
but i do love it when i spend my time with him.

I know you don't care, but if you're a pessimistic, maybe this would help.

2009-04-15T22:48:00.006+07:00

I often feel gloomy, blue, down, or sad.
But somehow, i think it is just a suggestion.
See. I always say "Hhh.. i don't like my life. No one cares, no one knows me well. I'm alone"
You know, it is so silly.
Such a very silly thing to say.
I DIDN'T open my eyes, i didn't turn my face into another side from this path,
the path i've been walking into.
There are lots of good things happen.
They come so easily, but i didn't realize it.
I said, i am so ungrateful. Remember?

These thoughts, come through with the time.
Mostly when it comes to a night where i couldn't sleep.
I lay my head on the pillow, looking at the ceiling,
where the glowing stars are there.
"If i could turn back the time," once i thought.
But, hey, what can i do with my past?
I believe, what comes is better than what came before.
So now, i'm just waiting, and wishing..
this life could give me another surprises.

I should be happy just like the old me!!!
So cheerful, bright, and optimistic.
Unmiserable but not so happy either.
Whether i can't cheer up myself, i have to cheer up someone else :)
But living with that way, is much better than now.

We are so TINY

2009-04-15T16:51:00.002+07:00

I found it on my facebook home, posted by Dylan Sada.
Really.. it thrills me.
You HAVE TO watch it.

Let that be nothing

2009-04-12T17:03:00.003+07:00

“Anyone can become angry—that is easy. But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose, and in the right way—this is not easy.”

-Aristotle

Maybe i am angry with the wrong person,
but the right purpose.
I SHOULD be angry. But not this long.
I just can't easily forgive.

Scream. Run Away

2009-04-10T12:17:00.000+07:00

How Unfortunate?

2009-04-10T11:32:00.002+07:00

“Everyone, at some point in their lives,
wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world,
and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them,
and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape,
hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting,
in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever.
The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up,
so that they can feel this way, too.”

Snicket, i wish i was your beatrice.

LemonYolk | Baggy | BLIP!

2009-04-09T18:35:00.002+07:00

AHAHAHAHAHAHA

So today i bought new stuffs for my wardrobe (L)
Two baggy pants and two baggy clothes!
I think baggies make me look more skinny :p
Heee old fashion trick.
By the way, i'm so happy!
I found a new thing too: BLIP.FM
Please sign up and listen to my station hohoho
Have a nice day

Skip!

2009-04-08T12:42:00.005+07:00

HURRO CHURROS!
Are you getting bored with my melancholly post?
Don't worry, this post is the bright one! :)
So....... i skip the school (again) today. What a bad girl!
NO NO NO. I have a reason. This is: HARI KEJEPIT.
What a wise decision i made right? Ho ho ho

(++) : i could tumblr-ing all day, i could wake up anytime!, i could take a bath at 4pm, and all those lazy lazy lazy thingy.
(--) : ......i am getting bored!!!!!!, i miss my friends and bi!!!, i also skip the physic class!!, AAAAH

But now that's not so important anymore. I'm going to explore people's blogs & tumblrs. See yah!

Oh by the way:

You can help me define the word he said. Thankyou!

WILD THING!

2009-04-07T11:59:00.002+07:00

Wow! I can't wait to watch it!